Soul Seeker

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Some seek to knock the pure of heart off their pedestal inflicting pain in acts, others seek
to lift and protect by loving acts.
The question is what spirit runs through you, one to lift or one to destroy? It can take a life time to work out a path to return to innocence, eliminating actions that bring discord in all they do, and in one fell swoop there can be those who come in wearing masks to care, when in truth they ensnare, and throw themselves into a pit by the deeds they do, and by default attempt to take you with them often unaware, they’ve been led too long by enticing spirits that aim to steal their innocence, and in some strange way have partnered with those deeds.
Beware of those who act as friend, when in truth they are a foe. They’ll unaware pull you into the mud, and blame you for this deed, when in the end their actions they will be accountable for. Little do they often know the harm they do is mostly to their own self, and their own growth of the soul.
You see, I have been told one of our goals in this life should be to earn our soul. I was told it was a misplaced notion to believe we have a soul. I was not quite sure what to think of this notion. However, considering if this is true, what would you do in this life to claim your soul?
Would you fill your life with material things as a replacement, or would you fill your life with spiritual mind and actions knowing there is no harm in doing such? It is not that material things are bad in and of themselves, it is that many work for that and forget about the spiritual. When you fight to win the workings of your soul, and pursue manifesting love and light, all blessings unfold quite naturally, so in the end it matters not what you have externally, for what you have within is all that will matter…because a beautiful spirit spreads light and love wherever they are, and wherever they go. They need not a mansion made by the hand of man, but a kingdom within their heart made by the divine, to shelter their heart.
For the soul is found when the intellect and heart become one. Seek the divine mind, and in time the divine will work through you, so many mysteries to be revealed, yet to those striving in renunciation and aiming to be peace bearers, more miracles they see, in the most simple of things. A testament of love in action, is way, is the path.
An example set in the lives of the prophets and the saints, who picked up the cross, and saw this is the way…no matter the tribulations, the joy can be found in each breath to breathe, until we take our last breath. For did not God breathe the breath of creation into the nostrils of man, to give him life? What you do with that is your choice.
If man can become conscious of each thought and act with each breath, what a wonderful world this would become, to go forth and do no harm to others and to self by manifesting loving acts, and in the end he may just find his heart is his home, and into the divine mind and heart he will come to earn his soul, for that is grace in action, twofold by design. You have to want it, and there you will see, it is free, a river of peace to the free.
Morning thoughts on matters of the spirit, as I wash my mind free of the pain this world can bring. A transmutation of that which aims to destroy into a place that brings eternal joy.
“Come what may…I will love you until my dying day”.
When you love God, you could never harm another, for you seek to be one with love, as a child of God, and in that place, no harm to you or others you will cause as you will treat others as they are a child of God…and if by default you do so unaware, swiftly you will correct those deeds.
If you find the spirit that runs through men is caught up in the seven deadly sins has sought to tarnish your aims in truth, then no more have you to do with such, as it is expedient you walk away from those who aim to knock those seeking the purification of their heart down off their pedestal.
In the shade of the divine, in he will sweep as an eagle to take you under his wing to protect, to take you higher than the depths of the deepest pit.
The highs and lows, all of dual mind, when in the end it is the one mind, not a divided mind we should seek, emulate, and become a vessel to be filled with divine will of purpose.
You see, if you journey through this life, with open heart, it becomes the vessel for your soul to rest.
The path is narrow, but he is the truth and the way, this the message of the Christos.
To be love in action…and walk this path of truth, and if you find you have tarried down other detours, swiftly set to embark back on the path that will lead you home.
4/18/2018
6:20AM

Tiller of Hearts

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The rain descends
as my tears fall
to be caught up in a world of sin
Trying so hard to find my way
and find the one whom I can make happy
and whom will bring me ecstatic joy
I seek, I see the divine in him
The child that still does not understand
The man has become weary
His nervous tension he keeps active
He turned his energy toward his land
The tiller of soil I do respect!
I plant seeds,
I need a tiller…
a tiller of my soul
I am
surrendered by my actions
they cut and thrash
in faith and process I endure
for all there is ….is love divine
4/14/2018
The Ethiopian Ard Plough
The writing of this piece made me remember the Ethiopian plough, which is a tiller of the soil often in times of drought…there is no fertile ground to be found in hearts that have become hard, thus till the heart and plant seeds of love, for some will sprout and others will not. 🙂 I had to laugh and ask myself, am I a plough… and what would it mean to be a plough, which in some respects is a tiller…and I had to think on this, and I suppose in some ways, I am a tiller of hearts, mine most of all. Trying to eliminate impurities…and keep it fertile ground…I suppose.

Forever Be

forever be

You need a girl like me
innocent in pursuits
wishing for nothing more than to please
an open heart to give
I’ve seen so many things
experienced them in the extreme
I know what it means
to walk a path of love
to give it away to all in one form or another
to observe, and learn, and to give
no ego, no judgments, no fear
love for all people and things
the destinations I learned to strive for
in the process I learned to feel
from all points of view
to soar in wealth
and survive without
with only wisdom to guide me
to bleed in persecution
to seek absolution
my saving grace
to stand
yet on my knees I’ll always pray
to surrender to the one for me
For it is not things to comfort me
but a blanket of divinity
in doing what is right
I wish to surround myself within
a love that is pure
to give and to receive
I am the kinda woman
that many men want
yet fail to keep
for as soon as they find me
some tempting spirit
sends in an imposter
and off they fly
with the bait
only to realize later
they were beguiled
I’m the kind of woman
that needs a man of God
one who can recognize
the forces at play
and does not open the door
to their games…
for then such a man
will take my hand
and in his heart
I shall forever be…
3/30/2018

The Flame Within

Alabaster Christ1

 

Come to me in alabaster
Make your heart white as snow
Wear my crown upon your head
follow the conscious path
to right acts
Breathe in love
let it be your light
to guide you
for even angels bow
in delight
when alabaster shines
the flame within
grows bright
with each sacrament of love
the veil removed
as pain deflects
and joy abounds
upon the feet
that walk upright
no toil to carry there
within the halo blessed
so shall divine countenance
be upon your life
and all you touch
Come to me in alabaster
make your heart pure and true
for there within no blemish can taint
the chosen one
we choose
with each breath released to remember
the sacrifice to give
the path to walk
to give it all
and never look back
upon our fall
for from grace we came and grace we go
into the abode of home
forever more
4/4/2018
*Inspiration the picture, and purpose of facets of the Christos to emulate and manifest…
I suppose this picture caught my eye because it appears to be Christ in alabaster, and lights made of alabaster are to me always so beautiful, they radiate such a beautiful warm light, and the alabaster just seems to have some sort of sublime pristine glow….replace the word alabaster with Christ and there you have it a facet of the Christos…

Fence of Misery

fenced in

 

All you have to do is listen
and realize
in the chatter
the entities all around
pay no homage
to our creator
they mock and make small talk
of those who believe
and is it any wonder
you find yourself ensnared
in a world you wrestle to leave
the longing
will continue
until you find yourself
new company
so many infected with a spiritual disease
soulless aimlessly wandering
good folk and all
yet so misguided
and you know this
on the fence to ride
is not where your joy will be
take the fall and choose a side
listen to your inner guide
and part from such
for their advice (example)
will not take you home
to where your heart
longs to be
in the shelter of divinity
a blessing of purpose
to be found
for in the silence
your heart speaks
and this truth
will not cease
to awaken your eternal cause
for you are a light
if only they could see
yet do not lose yourself
in helping the blind
lead them out
and point the way
else lose yourself along the way
no one said you had to do that
when helping becomes a pit
and you find yourself stuck
the message may just be
it is time to listen
to your soul
and step off the fence of misery
for that is not
where you will be found
in the prisons they create
4/4/2018
*Sometimes standing on the fence becomes the prison of our dreams…being too impartial…we fail to remove the barriers in our way to finding our purpose and living our dreams…it is okay to have associations  with those whom do not believe, yet on the important relations in our lives it is imperative we are not unequally yoked (being around too many unlike minds), for then we become ensnared in a sea of negative energy, and the fence we stand on, as we think we are being open and neutral, has the capacity to become the fence of our misery, and our very own prison by default we create.

 

Silent Spaces

geogia batumi love

It is in the kindred
a paradise to be found
there we create
in the silent spaces
we surround ourselves within
the shelter
for what we crave
the similarities of desires
manifestations to notice
the outward signs
beneath the surface
the heart of what matters
there to be found
I think you know
I touch upon
that part of you
I think I know
you touch upon
that part of me
I think we know
We touch upon
that part of us
longing to be discovered
It’s hope to be revealed
the unconscious to become conscious
time unwinds these mysteries
where spaces become void
of nothingness
4/2/2018
Note: Looking for pic for this piece and I found the one above and here is a video of this moving art: Georgia Batumi Statute of Love at night

Embrace

embrace
I see in your eyes the hidden
the hopes within the heart
the fragile need you cannot seem to grasp
you see it all around and wonder why
it seems to not be
you need a woman like me
one who can let you bleed
and will be there through it all
so many have come and gone
and still always the horizon beckons
yet within you the answer lies
Your fears paralyze the flowers that open
too afraid they’ll take
yet it is you who must give
of your self
to come to know without hope for the return
the yearning to love must become complete in deed
for then shall you see
that which you yearn to embrace
will be there
it’s a give and take reciprocity
not a one sided affair of the mind
to dive deep into the life which is fueled to love
and swim within its passions
has it moments where the currents thrash
yet to never waver at the helm
for within there is a calm and bliss
and the peace it descends
is like none ever known
for in knowing, and not giving up in will
the fight of your life can be won
for to fight for anything other than love
is to flail in the wind
Not everyone deserves your time
Not everything you see is real
To find what nurtures must be sought
kindled, and protected
when in life you find
a like mind
who knows where love is not
yet is not fearful of the fall
and is dedicated to the journey
together two hearts can mend
whether it is for a season
or a lifetime the pleasures to feel
unencumbered, lend life to the process
for a life without love
is a lonely road
certainly there are many temptations
and games to play
yet rare is it you find
someone who understands
it is a grounding that can lift the soul
pierce the heart into ecstasies
and plunge it into the depths
of creation
3/30/2018

Long Forgotten

free

Steal kisses

Steal glimpses

Steal embraces

and what is it all for…

if not to touch the heart

Pull me in

Push me out

hold me close

fold out of grasp

and what is it all for…

if not to consummate

under current bond

over flow excuses flood

tight as life

unknowns are feared

and what is it all for…

when the unspoken is known

run away

and there you are

but can you find the time

if not for you

and what is it all for…

no time I’ve got

Waste another day

Surrounding in sounds

for where is yours

amidst the laughter

and what is it all for…

when out of heart you don’t belong

Finding time

Biding time

Making time

Taking time

and what is it all for….

when time steals away

It has been forsaken

taken for granted

not honored

the message lost

and what is it all for…

if the trust is blind

a dream is lost

yet held dear

to let go

in ultimate surrender

and what is it all for…

a love to have and to hold

long forgotten but buried there

3/14/2018

 

Truth

When God Shows Up on Your Front Porch

Just the truth

is all I wanted

You told me

I listened

It hit me like a knife

For all of my life

I only want to give

what I had not

and to think this creature

stole my dream

did to you

what was done to me

destroyed us all

in one fell swoop

a wanton thought

unbridled

and into my flesh and blood

he murdered our bond

he put a rift so wide

between us all

a demon could not have planned it better

for what he did to you

you hide

you protect him

it was not your fault

I never wanted you to be betrayed

Yet what he did

betrayed us all

I took the light

and shined it on his deeds

and needed your account

to make him stop

Yet, to no avail

You reconciled it

in your own way

your right to do so

yet to me

in the end

unfortunately you both betrayed

when I needed your voice the most

you fell silent

and inside you and I

the tears we hid

I don’t blame you

for covering his deeds

but how could you

leave me all these years to bleed

you must not know

the death of your innocence

my heart and soul

befalls my purpose

I feel with every breath

in my marrow

gut wrenched in mercy

for us all

yet my death it calls

forth truth

to save us all

in time upon him

it will be

known

in time

you will see

you are my life

I gave freely

to speak

against this abuse

for you to be free

unchained from his demise

behind the ranch gates

there he lies

his fate along a river

it runs with speed

time does not stop

until he sees it

and what shall he say

from beyond the banks

when God appears

 

3/9/2018

 

 

It’s Like Rain

like rain 1

It’s like rain

In the pools of our soul I swam

Into the flow of the stream

Toe to toe

Tip to finger to touch

onto the banks we landed

To heaven our deeds were seen

from the light into the shadows

I ran to escape

From being entrapped

It was like rain

Pouring down chemicals in the brain

To opiate the dross

To wring it all out

like a well unearthed

I am grounded

into another journey to step

It’s like rain

behind me

like flooding waters down a street

I turn away

spiraling fast down the drains

from beginning to end

I am released

the storm it came and went

not forever grasped

like rain

within a cloud floating by

I become light as a feather

washing it all

no more thunder inside

the tide is calm

where I reside

in stillness

the air I breathe

is clean

2/4/2018