Artist: Adam Martinakis
I’m sad and I am lonely
about the prospect of losing you
Are we so obsessive
We need to be connected
When we don’t talk
in a trance I walk
How many days will I wander
In and out of my life
To reminisce of us
Is to see a sparkle in my eye
Emanating from deep within
For all to witness
Only I know
How I feel
Others poke and prod with curiosity
Trying to break the spell I am under
They don’t understand
In your command I am under
Possession of the Heart
Possession of the Mind
What a lonely pair to possess
In and out of time
In and out of my mind
Is this really a choice
I choose to be
Is not a power at work
Are the cherubs dancing
around my heart
Are angels of God
doing their part
Or are there demons in my head
Waiting for the company
of misery from me
Angels and Devils
The conscious body
I inhabit
They both do dwell
Often in Heaven
But now in between
Is this where I should be
If more to the side of hell
I think it best to not be
Written in 1996