Booty Call

booty call
I awake
I am hungry
Feed me love,
nor feed me at all…
I fell asleep
After you left
Did not mean to push you away
just had to say
Feed me love, or don’t feed me at all…
it is too difficult
to fathom your intentions with me
when in the past
my affections were toyed with
the love I gave forsaken
as you walked countless times out my door
shall I sit and await the day you do that again to me
I think not
could I stand to waste away again
shedding tears, and weight
throwing me aside
cast into despair
my love so blind
like a laser light
severing me into pieces
destroying my will to stand
yet lying next to my heart
fallen on the ground
through time and contemplation
is it better to have loved and lost
than to not loved at all
I think not
for to love and be consumed
all the while forgot
is a place
where nothing exists
and all has been laid to waste
Feed me love,
nor feed me at all…
for that is what sustains me
and nothing else shall do…
it is what I return to
whether isolated or not
to bring forth love in actions
to give light to my soul
and find my way
for to stand next to me
is to see my love
and nothing else
for if that you fail to see
how can we be sustained
within the treasure
we once did find
to me it meant something
more than a booty call…
you left countless times
to win
and did you win your soul
and find your truths
amidst those quests
you ventured on
as holes in my wall
were left
and the pit of my stomach
was removed
to be so gut wrenched
and left barren of the gifts I gave
alone in separation
with nothing save
my soul
to find me
and deliver me…
I am a treasure
to be valued
yet the booty of the world
so easily led you astray…
all the while you tossed the
ruby into the sea…
to find it now
you’ll have to dive deep…
and feed me love,
nor feed me at all…
11/12/2017
Take the spoils of war
but please save me…
for I fight for love
or nothing at all…

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