I love passion, I love rapture…
To be moved beyond control
Some sort of obsessive capture
The heart’s call
The mind’s obedience
Intellect in chaos
Pawn in a pool
Drowning to be
To be…To be
Magnetic eyes
Insatiable smile
Bleeding heart
Warm face
Drives me insane
I want to be in control
My obsessions are in the mirrors of your soul
What in the hell am I to do
It’s not physical
It’s mental
Something I just don’t understand
I must be weak
To let you into my mind
A psychic deviate
Trying to compose
A wall between me and my mind
Intellect and Passion
Try to bridle
My heart’s instability
Letting go is not easy
Yet, I know I must
Fatal concoctions of my mind
I try to make them sleep
Yet my thoughts continue to unwind
They are alive
and they have a drive
To be To be To be
They want to escape
Yet they can’t T
hey are illusions that will change
Fantasy is not reality
I’m not sure what the picture is anyway
Maybe one day
I’ll put them in their place
But I know they’ll always be there
on the shelf in the book
I’ll dare to open
or dare to keep closed
Written in the late 90’s (The insanity of love beckoning)