Visionary Artist: Andrew Gonzalez
I’m so in love it seems I am not even totally aware of how deep I am
I contemplate this dilemma as it seems I cannot seem to think straight
I am so deeply moved and touched for my soul has been penetrated
Beyond the grasp of what I could ever know
This dawning and realization is unnerving for it brings with it fears
I wish not for fears to surface for at bay they need to stay
Yet drowning in love my ultimate surrender
I gave it completely
Now what, I sit with my heart in the care of (affected by) another
Dare he tread it under without consideration
Or shall he cherish it, like his own
I shall not despair this penetration
For his heart I carry within me… mind body and soul…to nurture
Cannot he not see the gift we have been given
Us to each other through time we find ourselves here
Are we not blind to this feat that has blessed us
Or shall we be fools laying to waste all that is great
We dance upon the fabric of life
The creation of love born from above
That unites and binds hearts as one
Twaining flesh in mysteries divine
For eyes to pierce and penetrate the veil of all existence
Hopeless I am, yet hopeful I shall remain
He shall see this and feel this too for then shall it be true
To love alone is a longing unended
and in love with you my love is unending
but it is the end of me
yet in my surrender the choice to give birth to us is yours
in the palm of your hand I am
always and forever
My Lord I love
August 2016